guitar

I've been to NZ for 7months ,and still study English.
I want to be an English teacher for kids in futuer,so I have to study English more and more....
Yesterday one of my teacher sent me a mail,I've learned a lot about Aiki Jyuujyutsu from him for 2 years,and he said children were wanting for a fresh teacher.It made me so happy.I've got power from the words.
I like to listen to the music,and I 've just practiced the guitar by myself lately.I like it.I watch a Guitar Practice DVD for learnig it.I don't know how it helps...and I'd like to play the guitar and sing a song at a Party.

dream

Recently I've been thinking about my life.I'm going to quit a job in Feb,and looking for a new one.
I already decided to change my job last year,and I've known what is my dream.After I decided it, I felt really good,and I believed that I could became a English teacher for kids.
I've just started to study about teaching English,and day by day I'm worried about my future,because there is a big gap between ideals and realities.I could join a class with my English teacher,and watched how he tought them,and my English level is still low and not enough to teach.
A part of me ask me"It is just..like when I climb to the top of a mountain,sometimes I hesitate to do it because of fear.I feel it is not good if I turn back halfway so I can stop it now...and if you don't reach the top,is it meaningless?" Anohter me tells me "There is no meaningless things in my life.Any experience I had gives me something."I don't want to give up.

put another way

I'm Masa.I've just started this.
Nice to meet you!